1 tablespoon of coffee... what was I thinking?

Coffee was definitely too strong. My hands are shaking so bad - I can't even hold my cup of tea in one hand. I'm confused and stressed, I'm moving out from my rented room tomorrow, and I'm returning home. My flatmate's cat knows that I'm leaving. She's constantly at my side, and I will miss her terribly; she's such an amusing cat. I remember how she used to support me when I was learning all these silly things for my MA defense... I could use that now as well, though now I'm preparing for my BA in English - I can't focus at all. My thoughts are drifting to issues such as: have you packed all of your clothes? have you dusted everything sufficiently? have you packed all of the important documents? and where is your "keep calm and text Sherlock" cup, huh?

 I still have so much to do... I need to buy a gift for my promoter, so he will remember me, because I'm not so sure I will return here for MA, for some reason studying isn't as tempting as it used to be a few months ago, it's like with these travellers with their "I hate it here" attitude... maybe it's the weather... or my usual hormonal imbalance. I guess it will pass eventually.

 My mom just called and it seems that I'm moving out today. Well, good thing that the only thing left to pack is my pc. It is surprising how much stuff one can gather... I have three bags of notes (sic!) and as much of clothes which fact says a few things about my fashion attitude ;)
 Anyway, I hope I will see my roommate before I leave. I'd like to say 'goodbye, it was nice living with you, and yes, I will visit you, promise" personally.

 It's going to happen and I dread this return... especially that I have no job, and finding a job in my small town seems like a bit of a problem... eh, the joys of living in "Poland B"...

 This coffee was a stupid idea, I can't sit still, and I feel as if I had ADHD... and this text reminds me of 'stream of consciousness' technique... which means I should go already, before I write something truly embarrassing ;)