Found it!

 I am so insanely happy!

 I actually found these pedants I thought I lost. I thought they fell off my neck when I was on my way back home, but today I was looking for something in my bag, and I found them!

 I have a small pocket in my bag, where I usually keep pens (a lot of them – I always carry at least ten), pendrives, shopping lists and etc. Today at the office I couldn’t find Bic pen I bought a few days ago – I thought I left it on my desk somewhere as I was writing letters late in the evening. When I returned home and couldn’t find it on the desk, I’ve decided to check my bag once again. I swear, sometimes it’s like a black hole (it’s a black bag after all) – things inside just disappear. I took all of the pens, pendrives, bus tickets and etc. and guess what, the pedants were right there, in the pocket!
 Can you believe it? I actually started crying… and then I felt so silly. All this time I was mourning it, thinking about my loss of  familiar weight of the necklace, the sound it made whenever I moved and how I instinctively reached for it whenever I felt like… brooding a bit… and I had it with me, in the bag.

 I’m such a silly cow I can’t believe it, but it’s again with me and that’s all that matters ;). Ah, never underestimate a dragon (well, dragons) – it seems like they can always find their way back!

Other stuff.

 It’s raining all the time. The weather is like in autumn – everything is grey, the pressure is so low I have this urge to remove my own brain through the nose… neither pills nor coffee are helping. I sip green tea, listen to quiet music and hope for the best.